I'm really needing some thinspiration right about now. I was doing so fuckin good until I got stoned and got the fucking munchies. Does anyone have a was to keep smoking bud and not get the munchies?I really need a solution. This is driving me insane.  So here's some thinspo to help get me started.

Hope you enjoy the thinspo... Please help me get back in my diet.

Wow, I haven't posted in a while. I've been so busy getting wasted and eating fat and yummy foods that I forgot my point in life to lose weight. Now I feel like such a failure. I can't even begin to say all the food I have consumed in the last weeks or so, but i'll give you a hint. I look like i'm blooming outward. I have gained so much weight that I can't even stand to look at myself in the mirror anymore. I'm disgusting. I would show you guys my fat rolls (which you prolly wouldn't want to see at all) but I don't have a camera yet. I will shortly though. Just give me time. I really want to start fasting again but everytime I get drunk I get like the beer munchies or just plain hungry. I would stop drinking but I cant... I'm in love with being out of mind, and thoughtless and the out of body experience. I'm sure you can understand. But I have such a love for skinniness that it sometimes overpowers me and I just get so down when I think about fasting and losing weight because no matter how hard I try I never can seem to get past day 1 or day 2. I'm stuck in this cycle of restarting my fast and it's so annoying. That's why I've gave up. But now i'm ready to try again and again and again if I have to. I love the feeling of feeling realy skinny in the morning when you wake up and going to bed and rubbing your stomache and all you can feel are your hip bones. I want to feel that way again. All I need is some help. And if I must say, you xanga ppl don't really help much with the thinspo and tips. Where the hell are all the pro ana/mia ppl. I NEED YOU! Please come forth and help a suffering ana. Anyway, that's enough chat for now. I form now on will keep updates.

BTW, here's some thinspo I promised a while back.

Thanx for reading everyone!

<3 Bree

What happens when you want something so bad and try to get it? You fail. Right?

Well I really want to lose this weight that I gained in jail, but I can't seem to get my mind fixed on the fasting. I'm trying and trying but I always give in some point or another. What's wrong with me. Gosh.

So, i've decided to just keep trying and trying. That's all I can do right? Well this time i'm really going to try harder. I keep restarting but this time I really really am going to go through with this fast.

Today I have done ok... Only subway today. But from now on NOTHING.

Tomorrow, the 24th. will be day one.